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Feb. 25th, 2014 07:15 pm[Filter: Korvin, Irving, and Sawyer]
I owe all of you an apology.
I don't know what I thought I was going to accomplish, with what I did. It was stupid and it was petty and it was ... ridiculous. Honestly ridiculous. I just built up this entire drama in my own mind, and I forgot that there were other people that weren't me who would be hurt as a result of my shortsighted ... absurdity.
I guess I know what I thought was happening. We all know that. And I'm sorry that what I thought was happening had to be so -- I should have talked to Sawyer. I should have trusted him to tell the truth instead of getting it all built up in my mind like that. And at least, I could have talked to you alone, Korvin ... but obviously I took the worst option there. And now, well, everything's such a mess ...
I know that I can't take what I did back, but the least I could do for all three of you is apologize. It won't make anything right, and I know it, but ...
I am sorry.
I owe all of you an apology.
I don't know what I thought I was going to accomplish, with what I did. It was stupid and it was petty and it was ... ridiculous. Honestly ridiculous. I just built up this entire drama in my own mind, and I forgot that there were other people that weren't me who would be hurt as a result of my shortsighted ... absurdity.
I guess I know what I thought was happening. We all know that. And I'm sorry that what I thought was happening had to be so -- I should have talked to Sawyer. I should have trusted him to tell the truth instead of getting it all built up in my mind like that. And at least, I could have talked to you alone, Korvin ... but obviously I took the worst option there. And now, well, everything's such a mess ...
I know that I can't take what I did back, but the least I could do for all three of you is apologize. It won't make anything right, and I know it, but ...
I am sorry.
