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[Filter: Sawyer]

So ... you really don't feel any of this? You didn't feel anything when the sword ... ? It's so odd to me, to think that it was ... just me and Lawrence, I guess. Even Celeste wouldn't have -- I mean, Ethniu was already awake for her, and she's had all this time to get used to Ethniu. But I ...

It's --

I don't know how she did it. This is so much worse than I ever expected. I really owe her an apology.

[Filter: Aileen]

Sorry about -- earlier. And everything. I -- really wish that I had some tea, or something. Or that we could go for one of our walks together.

He --

I probably shouldn't talk about him, should I? I feel like that will make it worse.