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Jun. 13th, 2013 12:53 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
valiant_kail[Filter: Private]
This is all so ...
I didn't even recognize her, at first. Not until she was formally introduced, and even then -- even then! She doesn't look ... Well. Of course she doesn't look anything like I remember. We were practically children. She's had children of her own, and it's been ... how many years has it been?
I thought that it would be ... that it would be something different. That it would be like things went back to -- to what they were before, or she'd look at me and there would be some spark, even if she didn't know me, or -- and that's stupid, too, because she's married! Dragons. She's married, and I was sitting here thinking that maybe -- It's not that I wanted her to -- to look at me and think, oh, that man, if I'd only -- it's just that I thought it would be different!
I thought ...
... Eight years. Dragons, eight years ...
Why was I expecting things to just -- to just magically change? She's not the same girl I remember. And ... I guess I'm not the same person that she would remember, if she could, either.
And that's
[Filter: Celeste and Lawrence]
... Sorry. About today. I know I was acting off, I kept catching the way the two of you were looking at me ...
This is all so ...
I didn't even recognize her, at first. Not until she was formally introduced, and even then -- even then! She doesn't look ... Well. Of course she doesn't look anything like I remember. We were practically children. She's had children of her own, and it's been ... how many years has it been?
I thought that it would be ... that it would be something different. That it would be like things went back to -- to what they were before, or she'd look at me and there would be some spark, even if she didn't know me, or -- and that's stupid, too, because she's married! Dragons. She's married, and I was sitting here thinking that maybe -- It's not that I wanted her to -- to look at me and think, oh, that man, if I'd only -- it's just that I thought it would be different!
I thought ...
... Eight years. Dragons, eight years ...
Why was I expecting things to just -- to just magically change? She's not the same girl I remember. And ... I guess I'm not the same person that she would remember, if she could, either.
[Filter: Celeste and Lawrence]
... Sorry. About today. I know I was acting off, I kept catching the way the two of you were looking at me ...
